Friday, 30 November 2007

living hell

yesterday went well until the night came along....... i took my blood at 11 as i could feel my sugars were low it was about 5ml so i had a sandwichh to raise it... after about an hour i satrted to feel odd... a feeling i get when my sugars are high usually above 10 or so... stomach tightens, seqwatingt stiffness and feet start to hurt.. so i took my bllod again it showed 16 !!!!! which i could not understand ... so now i had the dilema of taking some insulin and risk having a hypo early in the morning which is very scary they reached just below 2 one time and that is very scary blurred vision feeling drunk/sick/giddy its hard to explian.. anyway i chose not to and insted endur the pain all night .. ice cold blood running through your veins shooting painsin my feet and legs.... very sensitive skin....
but thats what its like at the mo....ah well thats life......

some life!!!!!!!

oh yeah i did get some sleep at about 6 this morning.... but my stomachhas been playing up as it has been for the past few mo9nths... it happens once maybe twice per week and it kills me for the day ... iys like having foos poisioning.. uncontrolale bowls you dont know when your gons actualy go... every fart seems like a movement!!! and very gasy .... wonder if thats why i am still single lol... or is that because i cant get it up still... i have been prescribed viagra.... but i havent yet have the privalge to use it yet ... 1 i havent been to the docs to pick it up and 2 would like to try it out on a girl rather than my left hand lol.... but i do have something planned ...mmmm but that would be telling...

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