Saturday, 31 January 2009

the pump

oh yeah seen a doc the other day.. yet another one... so how can we help you... fuck me if i had a penny for every time i was asked that.. maybe i will get a recording and send it to them they may get the picture then .....

well gonna change my pain meds as they arent any good.. pain at the mo is just .. well and bag of shite"""
hopefully the pump will hlep level out my sugars and in turn help with the pain that seems neverending....

but where is the wondering drug.. the operation or the magic words....

here we go again!!

And so it begins.. tears heartache.. questions why...listening to sad songs and watching soppy dvds.... oh well
no blaming the illness but you did pay a part of it... the sleepness nights, the unlimted daily pain, the inability to have sex, the messing the bed, the bloated stomach, the weeing through a straw, using a mobilty scooter, nessun dorma is on the i-pod... reaching its peak..... which is what the relationship had got to............................................................................................. oh that was the ending bit......

so we will see now where the next chapter will take me!

not drunk just tired!! been a good boy not letting the demon drink take hold and ruin the mind.. and body!!