Tuesday, 17 August 2010

we will see......

have really said much about how its going.... other rant my video rants... well its been tough... i wont lie... dealing with the pain recently has been hard... a few early morning wake ups with the gremlins attacking me... my stomach has been playing up... i cant go to the toilet just once... i have to keep going and canyt hold it.. so a 4 oclock visit means 3 more.. maybe every half hour..... then there is the sweats .. some nights i have to change 2 vests.. i have to wear them just to soak it up!!1.... oooo how attractive...
oh then there is the diabetes..... sugars have been high.... which to me is as bad if not worse than a hypo... i really do try and keep them level... i do check at least 5 times per day if not more..... the other day i was checking every half hour as they were in the 20s..... and were not coming down with the insulin... oh it was about midnight as well.... so another sleepness night... and as you know... too much insulin and you go hypo.... and its a catch 22 really..... been able to take some great pics though..... really helps me take my mind off it all.... and everyones feedback is always a boost.... wish i could do more with them sometimes... but as in most art related things its not what you know but who.. and being in the right place at the right time...

we will see......

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