Saturday, 3 April 2010

drugs

well... a sleepness night was had....to be expected i guess... weatheer was bad yesterday which didnt help too much so couldnt get out.. but went upstairs and saw sonj matt and teh boys... god sometimes i dont know what i would do without them... oh and have lost so much weight.. feeling really skinnky and have no energy so trying to bulid back up.. must have been all the use of the wheelchair and i sweta alot anyway.. but did so alot more... so its been hard to train... but gain catch 22... eat too much and it makes me feel a bit pants... but i know it will all be ok...

Thursday, 1 April 2010

am i such a bad person....

put through my prescription for sativex... my painkiller.... just went to try and pick it up.. and guess what... its not arrived!!.. and guess what its bank holiday weekend... and guess what.... the UK shuts down for 4 days...
angry..upset..i have run out of tramadol as well so i am going to have to try and get an emergancy prescription for that instead.... and its nearly 6 oclock in a thursday...
one of the things i hate about this is having too rely on others for me to get by... please please pleazse please let it be hassle free..and or a lower pain level for the next four days....
PLEASE......;( i dont ask much....

You just never know......

You know when you go on a 1st aid course at work,,. or whatever... you think you will never need to use it... or you will forget....
Well... on my way home after seeing my mate in brighton.... the moment came... a dear old lady fell uncouncious with her husband at her side... it suprising what you remember.... i think i did it right... lets hope so....ABC... and how and where to place my hands... Matt said it was an excuse to have a snog lol....
My point being... if you get a chance to learn 1st aid... you may not use it .... but... then again.. you may.. and boy...what a relief...(although i did have a hypo after and nearly messed my pants!!!)!!

Wednesday, 31 March 2010

I`m back

Ok i got back on thursday evening.... flightg delayed 3 hours... missed coach back had to wait another 3 hours for the another coach... stomach issues.... now that was fun on the back on teh coach!!!... but moan me never!!lol...
My confiedence is sky high at the mo... being able to do such a journey and survive...;)...
THe airports were very accomadating.. ax i was in the chair i didnt have to wait around or queue to check in which was a bonus,... and going through security with the pump was no problem at all.... and with my spare pen and needles nobody stopped or battered an eye lid.. so those of you who arfe going to travel with a pump or needles you dont need to worry.... (which is what i was doing before hand)