hyperglycemia/high blood sugar/not my fault/..panic..

the pump is fab but... if there is an issue with it it all goes downhill very very fast... when you are on injections... you have 2 types... short acting and long acting... i.e a baseline... but on the pump... its just one... the short acting that relies on the pump delivering insulin as its told.... anyway... for some reason or another.... i didnt get enough of mine today..... i dont want to go in detail as it will not make sense.. i will do a video... i just could could not understand why i was putting in so so so much insulin and it making no difference.... i am going to again do a vid to show how much i think i put in....anyway all good now... but.... geez.... heart goes so fast... then stops.... skips a beat.... mouth feels like ermmmm...tin???? eyes just close.... you just want to sleep... seeing things.... but in my mind i was like i havent done anything wrong.... i followed the rules.... again.... and again... but nothin seemed to work.... i ran a marathon... on my sofa...... thats how it feels.... actually.... i drank a bottle of vodka..... but didnt!!!!